callum There are so numerous things that go with my mind on a everyday basis, as well as as a self-proclaimed over-thinker my brain really does not stop going from the minute I get up up until I autumn asleep at night. When I get a believed in my head—good, poor or anything in between, it commonly plays in a loop on repeat. Lately my thoughts have been consumed, like everybody else, with what’s going on in the world as well as the uncertainty of what the future holds.
Life is currently on pause as well as while I desire our ages paused together with it, that’s not the case. So best now the only thing I understand for sure is that, in the not-so-distant-future, I’ll be turning one year older. government officials have stated for now that this national lockdown is on with the month of April as well as rightfully so. That being said, I’ll be living the last month of my twenties in quarantine since on may 1st I turn 30.
30 is huge a milestone as well as while I don’t worry the age itself, this milestone has required me to evaluate my life as is as well as my future as it will be. Not to mention, with all that’s going on in the world these thoughts are magnified, as well as it’s really a unusual time to be nearing such a milestone.
I’ve toyed back as well as fourth at the concept of purchasing myself something to celebrate this birthday. Something I’ll have as well as cherish forever. For awhile I had my sights set on a vintage Chanel video camera bag, however provided whatever that’s going on I’m not sure I’m economically comfortable with costs that much money. There is one other bag that’s been on my wishlist as well as I’m practically scared to share it with you because it’s the only one I’ve seen of its kind for sale.
I’m speaking about this adorable, Fendi Zucca small chef bag. I’ve toyed with the concept of a vintage Fendi bag for a bit now, as well as in the midst of searching for Sex & the City-era Baguette bags I came across this small bit lady. I promptly adored this bag since of its distinctively distinct shape. though it screams Fendi because of the renowned Fendi FF print, I like that it’s a bit bit different. This bag just won’t me leave me alone—popping up in my Facebook ads as well as plastered on the side of every site I visit. even if I wished to fail to remember it the Web won’t let me—anyone feel me?
While the cost point isn’t stopping me whatsoever there are a few hesitations on my mind. The very first is buying whatsoever provided the present economic climate. While I understand I don’t requirement to validate my actions to anyone, myself included, I keep reminding myself that I’ve made different donations to assist during this crisis. Yet still there’s a small twinge of guilt when I believe about purchasing a bag best now.
Additionally I’m not sure exactly how I feel about purchasing vintage. I get that any type of type of buying is a danger best now as well as that precautions ought to be taken when discarding boxes as well as packaging ect., however what about a material vintage bag? part of me feels like there is a small danger however possibilities are the benefit out evaluates all that.
Truthfully I’m uncertain if I’m going to purchase this bag, one more bag or anything at all. What I can tell you though is I’ll keep her in my dreams (for now).